Hardly any time for myself these days. Not that I enjoy it but yes it does leaves me wondering what I am doing?
I guess everyone remembers my rants of being a workaholic and guess what it still give me a high then again it’s something that I have cut back on.
One of the things you might find surprising is that I actually waited for around six years to do something that I wanted to do so badly. The reason for not doing was that I was too busy with my own life to reach my goals which apparently is still on the works.
I am going to be honest that I am a man of ambition or more like passionate about the things that I do. I guess I am starting to realize that a 9 to 5 job is not for me. Just because one is suppose to earn for a living. Need to be at a place which gives you that satisfaction and also pursue other things in life. I know it’s a hard one to find.
Other than that, I realize that I have a tendency to hold myself back. Its silly that sometimes even when one their facts, they still end up doing the same thing in such situations. I am not quite sure what need to be done here.
Uncertainty in life is one thing that I have hated the most. I realize that one cannot do anything about it, that sometimes even when you do the right things, its not necessary that everything could work out. I guess its better to go with the flow of life then keep asking question of why’s and what’s which never gets answered….
I know that the post might be a little gibberish but that’s how I feel right now. Sometimes been all by yourself is not such a bad thing at all.
P.S. Surprised that my post on Childhood is one of the highest viewed post on this blog, glad you all liked it so much.