These days I am in search of me. The ‘real’ me whom I know
defines me but the one that can be felt inside but not on the outside. The
search keeps me wandering around and yes a lot of questions that needs to be
answered.
Ever look back at the past and had a look at oneself and the
changes that one had gone through and wonder how come you lost that beautiful
smile and innocence that kept one going through the day.
Keep asking question and the answers are never there. Still
we keep looking for there. Some way want an explanation and the logic to get to
us. Make us finally understand which it could not in the puzzle and the hints
it leaves behind.
Yet the search of ‘me’ continues a state of mind which gives
a sense of fulfillment. Is that what attaining nirvana is about? The search for
truth of oneself…..
Lost in our own world, we create our version to deal with
reality around even though life is about experience but still it creates
challenges around us forcing us to make a choice
Choice which no matter one takes in a situation remains a
decision of one, no matter where one stands in the middle of the road. It’s
something that one has to live to with the rest of their lives.
If you think living life is easy, think again.
Then again, one lives only once, so what is there to lose? J
